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[Jan. 5th, 2010|05:57 pm] |
Last night I went to Applebees with Denise, Diana, Doug, Vanessa, Gabi, and Anthony. And Nicole came by after she left the gym. We had a packed table for half priced apps. Which the food was ok, I ate a lot which I believe means I might be getting my period soon since I tend to be bottomless with food right before hand. I'm going to try going to the gym tonight after I get out of work. I'm trying to get back into it. I want to try to go everyday and work out a schedule where I work different things every other day so I don't overdo it.
Plus I generally feel better when I go to the gym and even though I haven't been there in at least a month my nails are still noticeably more healthy then they ever were before I started going. I brought with me make up in case for whatever reason I didn't go to the gym tonight but I'm not letting myself back out of this. I need to drop about 40 pounds if I want to have a chance at the Court Officer job which I'm excited for still but after months of nothing (which I expected) I'm losing my enthusiasm. But I'm not letting that ground me at Carvel, yesterday I messaged Danny about TFCU which is the bank he works at but for reasons I don't want to get into I don't know if he'll message me back at all so I sent in my resume anyway. Also I called Dad today to see if he passed on my resume at work yet and he did that very day so that was cool. I guess because Dad works there I would prefer Citibank and also because Danny is at TFCU I'd prefer Citibank but mostly I want a job that I can dress up to go to.
When we went to dinner the other night Dana, Denise, and I there was a 45 minute wait so we went to look around Dots and I wasn't expecting much because I thought it was exclusively a skinny girl store but I was pleasantly surprised and they have so many cute things there. Also some of their jewelery is similar to stuff you'd see at Clair's or Icing but at a reasonable price. Much more what its worth than the over priced crap they sell at the mall. I ended up buying a 5$ heart necklace that has a rainbow effect to it. I haven't worn it yet though mostly because I keep forgetting that I have it at all.
And speaking of new jobs, the girl I work with in Holbrook, Lil' Megan went to and applied at Victoria's Secret today and was hired today. She left me as a reference and I was called and gave her a good (better than she actually deserves) reference. I mean what I said was essentially true but Megan can be a bitch sometimes but honestly has no idea she's giving off that impression. I've never even noticed it but apparently Tony has tried to say something to her about it before (though he's very poor at explaining himself and goes on for far too long to try and get his point across) and apparently she was fired from her more recent job for having an attitude problem.
I guess if I were just ok with any job like she was I could do the same, instead of my ideals of how I want full time hours and health benefits. I selfishly want to be able to support myself and have the luxury of going to the doctor if need be.
In other news I'll be 25 in a mere 17 days. Weird. I have to call Uncle Pat about the terminals on my car battery before I go up to see Kelly in February. I should also inform Dan Ping and Tony of my need to get the 7th off so I won't have to rush back sleepy and hungover. Ideally I would also like to have the Friday beforehand off but I don't want to eliminate so many hours from my work schedule. I'm already pretty excited about going up and mentally packing what I'll bring. And it doesn't matter if I can't find my phone charger because my phone and Kel's phone fit into Mom's charger because they're all Samsung so if I need it, mine should fit into her charger. I do wish however that I could find my freaking camera charger. I left it in Mom's room when she went upstate for Thanksgiving and she remembers seeing it but doesn't know what happened to it. Its fucking annoying as hell.
At least for NYE Jess was able to give me a battery (we traded) because our cameras are the same brand and use the same battery and she had an extra one. I went through all my pictures on Facebook and combined albums now that you can hold 200 pictures instead of 60 in any album and that plus deleting a few from almost every album which were usually repeats of one image because I overdo it with my camera almost every time and managed to get from 17 pages of albums to only 7. It is that ridiculous.
Weird: I thought Tony just called and it wasn't him, it was someone who sounded JUST like him and looking for him. It was ridiculous. Also my heart dropped a little when I thought it was him because I thought he was finally calling (even though its really late now) to say he'd be later than 6pm.
So I'm going to try actually fully cleaning my room and looking around for it and when I don't find it there, I'll be poking around Mom's room and Conor's room for it. Conor takes the weirdest stuff and claims it as his own... until you call him out on it. At that point he has no idea how it got there.
I'm going to wrap it up because I should be leaving soon and I had something else to say but I totally lost it. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2010|08:28 pm] |
A woan just came in and was talking to her son about her other son who is 23 and apparently doesn't have a job. She told me about how he still lives at home and complains that she and her husband (his father) never buy enough food for him to eat. So I mentioned that its really hard to move out on your own on LI and she agreed but said it would be nice if he at least had a job. That since he had been out of HS he hasn't worked more than 6 months and we basically wrapped up the conversation there and she left.
I feel however the only way a kid would willingly not work would be if he was getting his go out money somewhere else. I mean, how does he do anything? They must be giving him spending money. Must be nice you know?
Anyway I saw Eugene recently and mentioned needing a new job and his flatmate, Danny, works in a bank and that Danny could possibly get me a job there. But I also know that Eug said something similar to Denise once and nothing ever really came of it. So instead of hounding Eugene Danny is my friend on Facebook and I went and asked directly. I need to be making more money and I need to have benefits.
Mom just visited me at work (for the first time in Rocky Point) and I didn't want her to leave. And now I would very much so like to leave. I hate this store. She was on her way to visit Aunt Michele and I still had her bank card from when I deposited my money into her account so it would clear right away and I could pay my car insurance. I told her about messaging Danny and she asked if he replied yet, but he has work all day and I only did it a few hours ago if that. I have to do cakes now but since Mom left the little burst of energy I had is totally gone.
Any who my New Years resolution is to lose weight the healthy way. Get back on track at the gym since I haven't gone since like 2 weeks before I got sick. And eat better which is another reason to get out Carvel, when I'm hungry but don't have food with me or money ice cream is in my face all the time and I usually est it. Even though I think its been tasting weird lately. I think I'm just going through an "I hate ice cream" spell though. It doesn't hold any charm for me anymore.
So to get e moving I decided that I wouldn't eat again until I finished at least the vanilla sides of the cakes I had to make. Which I did and now I'm eating my leftovers from Olive Garden with Dana and Denise. For Christmas this year the girls and I were supposed to do something spa like together but it never happened. So the night Stefanie left we went out to eat. Jess and Mac couldn't make it so it was just the 3 of us. And yes my leftovers are really good. It was some kind of meat and cheese tortellini but I finished the meat and had some tortellini left over and I took the last 2 bread sticks. This is very satisfying at the moment. I meant to have it yesterday while I was working in Holbrook but I forgot to take it with me and I'm glad I did. Anything that makes Rocky Point better is welcomed.
Gabi got in touch with me tonight and she, Vane, Denise and I are going to Applebees for the half priced apps tonight. I don't really have money to spend but I haven't seen her since June and its half priced. I was hoping my tips would cover it but I think I've only got $2 so far. The tortellini is good but heavy and its already making me feel tired. I still have to finish the cakes, make chipsters, make strawberry ice cream, and clean the nasty bathroom. There's a ton of garbage that needs to go out too but I won't take it out if I'm here by myself which is all the time.
I got a call from Stefanie tonight just saying she wanted to talk to me and for me to call her back but I don't plan on it until I've finished at least with the Steawberry ice cream. I don't want to worry about getting it done if the conversation runs long. Plus its so hard to hear on the phone out front. Its times like these that I wish I had a Bluetooth.
Random thought: The term "More money than God" doesn't make any sense because God doesn't need money.
... Typing it out it sounds retarded. I blame the this store for making me crazy.
And I'm done. Even though its not quite close yet |
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